the plain jane story

my alfredo fettucine is soooooo cute and sweet.

he brought me spaghetti before he went to work today.... =)

just kiss me already dammit!

kayla vargas does not deserve a mac. she clearly does not know how to use it. she does not know how to find anything. she only pretty much uses it for internet. she still has those apple tutorials that she's never used (and forgot to return.. and is now past the date of return)..

still pretty to look at though.. love the mouse pad.. and the video chat. =)

actions speak louder than words?

what do u think?

ok forreal. i can't stop looking at it. it's too damn cute. =)

so fyi. at the abdc taping... it's all about looks. wow. hollywood. wow. they moved peeps around so much.. soo bad... if you think about it.

honestly. have no clue. maybe i'm naive? maybe i try to find the good in everyone? but i'm sticking firm to my belief.. that they're not alllllllllllll the same.

i thought i knew. but seriously.. i'm new and clueless to this.

i went to confession the other day.. the first time in years.. i faced the priest.. and i let the tears out...

i felt good. thank you.

curious? are u an organ donor?

i've kinda wrestled w/ this decision for a couple years now.

can i tell you how kool kaylee is?

- she wore white leggings today w/ a fur-hooded jacket
- she had boots on
- she uses a (handed down from ate and me) esprit plaid messenger bag for school hi? vintage, rite!
- she's all about high school musical and camp rock
- she reads those like bop magazines
- she has a boy crushing on her in school- whom she and her friends tried making jealous
- she knows more lyrics to some songs than i do =(
- she wears braces


i'm telling you.. when i drop her off at westhoff among all the snoopy-wearing, non-matching, back-pack rollers, .. kaylee is sooo kool!

and it's kinda hard to deny it when she flashes you a peace sign as she walks inside the gate =)


let's see.. what made me kool at her age?
- i played handball w/ the boys
- i had nerf guns
- i had a lot of barbies
- i had vans and l.a. lights (pink)
gee.. and that was probably it.

a tad anxious.

welcome and wait for him.
do something new in my life.

know what absolutely cracks me up?

when you jump and jiggle around.. and can hear the fluid in your body move.

ha..i love it. =)

having conversation w/ a stranger can be quite fun. the getting to know you questions are always interesting and in some ways you kinda forget how long you've answered those questions if you're hanging out w/ the same people who already know you.

it was nice talking to someone who doesn't know me or anything i'm going through. for all they know, i'm just a happy care-free person...(the way i like being seen)

the homily gets me again!

working on happy.
to work on happier.
to be the happiest.

i was reminded by someone that i haven't been working on this list. this is dated from march of 2006 and the only thing i've achieved was wearing a two-piece in hawaii this past summer.

i decided to add something:
11. ride on the back of a motorcycle .. and be on the freeway for at least two exits?

and delete working on a rose parade float for:
12. either mardi gras? or new years eve in time square

top 10 things i must do before i turn 30

1. be an "extra" on some music video...hahah and it has to be like a hip hop one...hahha i really don't mind if i'm just in the background sippin a drink...hahhaha i just wanna appear in one....
2. run/ walk a marathon... a must do...
3. help with a float for the rose parade..hahhaha..i wanna...
4. adopt a kid on one of those christian funds from a poor country..and send money monthly...once i'm financially stable..i hope to be able to do this.
5. attend an mtv function...hahahhahah...not necessarily be all in my bathing suit dancing around...but i don't know...even be across the way just watching the crowd...hahhahah
6. travel to italy...the thought fascinates me..all that history and architecture..beautiful...
7. feel comfortable enough to wear a bikini once in public...hahhaha...even if no one sees me...
8. learn to play piano, guitar, violin, and drums
9. go water skiing!!!!!!!!!!!!!
10. be part of some kind of dance recital once more....maybe ballroom or hula???..hahha i think i've accomplished the halo halo style already...hahahh



i only have 6 years left =(

if you ask me if i'm asian... i'll say yes (no i don't bother w/ that whole pacific-islander clarification)

...but... why do i not include myself when i use the term "asian invasion"

explain =)

2 things i really enjoy in life are laundry and washing dishes.

i love washing my clothes, smelling that awesome-laundry scent, feeling the warmth of the dryer, folding/hanging them, and then putting them back into my closet.. i think i like it so much because i feel like i'm replenishing my closet.. i just love looking at a full closet.

i love washing dishes. i feel that i do them better than anyone else. i'm pretty anal about how it's done.. there's a system.. you MUST put the dirty dishes to my left because the soaped dishes are too my right. all the small plates need to be w/ the small plates.. and all the big plates need to be w/ the big plates etc. etc.

i dont' know why.. but i've always found these two domestic chores my favorite. ha. i'm domestic....

it's amazing how the littlest things on your birthday either make or break you.

here's to little things... (for those who did it well)....



H.A.G.S.

did you know i have bills to pay? like .. i feel like such an adult.

monthly bills:

-school loans
-2 credit cards (which i'm almost paid off btw =)
-my AMEX (food/GAS/groceries)
-phone bill (for me and grogger)
-car
-car insurance

aside from these, i'll give money to moms, frogger, and seriously... i think on food?! oink oink baby.

but yea.. i'm telling you.........the payments rack up!!!!! and honestly.. if i don't own my own house.. and i don't have a family support... how the hell do people live out there?!

i forgot to menntion.. that yesterday... my dr. moos wore a yellow dress shirt to work ... yes.. how fab! he knows my favorite color! and my.. does yellow look great on him!

p.s. i was wearing my yellow scrub pants yesterday...

love.............